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[25 Jun 2006|11:54pm]
bitches got a new username:


four [25 Jun 2006|04:50pm]
1. i miss you. i miss you i miss you, but you don't deserve to be missed. we promised we'd keep in touch this year, and we didn't. at all. we talked, like, twice. but you kept in touch with people who weren't as close to you as me. so, i miss you, but i'm glad you weren't here.
2. we're tight. sometimes too tight, sometimes not tight enough. i'm glad you trust me, but you overplay the drama in some things. you need to loosen up and go with the flow.
3. i don't understand how we drifted apart. we were so fucking close then someone else came, and i guess they're better then me, or more like you. i've told you how i'm not a fan of the new you: you're more distant, and care less about others and more about yourself. but i guess that's what happens.
4. i like you, in the most neutral sense of the word. i want to BE you. and, you know, i'm just so jealous of your lifestyle. we could switch lives, i'm sure no one would notice.
[please don't try and guess who i'm talking about. this is a 'clear my head of thoughts of school' thing]

mack on some cupcakes [22 Jun 2006|09:25am]
[ mood | nerdy ]

i am satisfied with this year.
i rekindled friendships, and made the ones that i have stronger.
i have learned from my mistakes.
(for once i don't hate myself inretrospect. the choices i made i'm sure, if given the chance, i would do them again.)
and when i get home, i will show you the playlist of my year.

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te digo que romeo y julieta [17 Jun 2006|10:03pm]
no eran de este planetaCollapse )
p.s. i'm in three (one. two. three.) facebook groups about teachers. um...i'm so sketchy.
and i just realized you status shows up on the bottom of the window! like, in the window part...wack.
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[12 Jun 2006|09:28pm]
[ mood | what is going on? ]

i'm tired. like actually, physically exausted. and ugh, i don't want to be tired, it's the end of school. i should have more energy. but i'm at the state of tied where i nap everywhere and feel faint from sleeping so much, but still being tired. my contacts are so dry and that makes my eyes water which makes them heavy which makes me close them, and then i fall asleep. i fell asleep after i ate dinner, and i woke up, and my mom was watching the second spykids movie. which, you know, is a pretty cool movie. i didn't see the third one, it was in 3d, and i think that would be fucking sweet. i think i'll go rent it this week. man, i haven't been to blockbuster since, like, spring break when we rented the 40 year old virgin. i fucking love that movie so so so much. it my secret love for paul rudd. and the girl from the office, the annoying one. and what's his steve carell. that guy. is. SO funny. like, i wish i could be funny. witty. witty? a snappy comeback sort of person. and no, you mom/you face/all over your face has ceseased(what the fuck. cesed? I CAN'T SPELL ANYTHING) to count as a decent comeback. ha, emma knows how i can't spell. we went to try out for shakespeare today and i just can't spell. performace. what was the other one? practice. there we go. i'm going to just walk away from this mess that is a paragraph.

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another dissapointing movie, another dissapointing time. [02 Jun 2006|10:25pm]
not a face, a movie.
but, it would also be the face i made after i saw it.

mmm. i'm in a mood of elation. i want to go out and dance in the rain.
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ballerina, you must have seen her [26 May 2006|09:43pm]
ugh. i just saw the davinci code.
it was ok. not nearly paced? as the book. even though the book is like "then he walked into the room. then he sat down" the movie is like a fucking snail.
cause it's slow.
mmm. i just am not a fan of people making movies out of books.
it kind of kills the whole purpose of books, right?
i mean, books are made for us to use our imagination and picture what we read in our heads. if we're seeing it on a screen it's like...uh...well, thanks for that.

also, i bought a dress today for tomorrow, and i think i'm going to wear it, tuck in the tag and return it.
i like the dress, but i have more sweet 16s to go to, and i need to get a new dress each time?
save money fool!
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[21 May 2006|09:32pm]
[ mood | exanimatus,a,um ]

i feel bad not liking people just because they don't keep in contact with me.
and then they're really nice and nice and then i feel really bad.

my cousin asked me to be in her wedding.
so, i'm excited about that

damn it, why the fuck am i updating lj?
i need to study for latin...
fuckin' a.

p.s. anyone want to see a movie(art school confidential)(the davinci code)(pretty much anything except the breakup)this week?

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i'll poke YOU back. [15 May 2006|07:50pm]
math-studied for latin. then was informed there was no latin test. my only real class.

global-talked about how i have ocd. talked about constitution. though not real, still cool.

english-did my hw! then talked about it and read.

latin-accidentaly made u have a nervous breakdown. oops.

big sib interview-eh

2 FREE PERIODS-did my lab

chem-made the smell of artificial bananas.

soccer- accidentally scored. accidentally assisted. best game (for me) to date

post soccer-went to 2 sketchy delis, cause i accidentaly spilled a bottle of apple juice in the first one
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our school=why people join aa(the 12 step kind) [07 May 2006|10:29pm]
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question.
4. No cheating!

How am I feeling today?:
What I Like About You
The Romantics

Will I get far in life?:
Your Eyes

How do my friends see me?:
Girl Inform Me
The Shins

Where will I get married?:
If I Had A Million Dollars
Barenaked Ladies

What is my best friend's theme song?:
My Brain Is Hanging Upside Down
The Ramones

What is the story of my life?:
Viva Forever
The Spice Girls

What is/was highschool like?:
Do The Hippogriff
The Wierd Sisters

How can I get ahead in life?:
Our Lives
The Calling

What is the best thing about me?:
Wizard Chess
Harry and the Potters

How is tomorrow going to be?:
I'll Be There For You
Bon Jovi

What is in store for this weekend?:
Ain't No Crime
Billy Joel

What song describes my parents?:
Now At Last

What song describes my grandparents?:
Dumbledore's Army
Harry and the Potters

How is my life going?:
Little Shop Of Horrors

What song will they play at my funeral?:
Could Be Anything
The Eames Era

How does the world see me?:
We Will Become Silhouettes
The Postal Service

Will I have a happy life?
I Want You Back
Jackson 5

What do my friends really think of me?:
Saturday Night Fever
Bee Gees

Do people secretly lust after me?:
Your Song
Ewan McGregor

How can I make myself happy?:
Dia Lejano

What should I do with my life?:
To The Aisle
The Five Satins

Will I ever have children?:
DJ Sammy

What is some good advice for me?:
Making Out
No Doubt

How will i be remembered?:
Cha Cha Slide

What is my current theme song?:
Your Algebra
The Shins

What does everyone else think my current theme song is?:
My Band

What type of men/women do you like?:
Confessions of a Broken Heart (Daughter to Father)
Lindsey Lohan
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peeking over your molars [03 May 2006|10:36pm]
my new allergy drops are miracle workers.

and i'm still sort of like, ugh. i'm not even interested in going out with someone. like, back in the day (which, incidentaly, was a wednesday) i was like "i like a, b and c. and d" and now it's like "...yeah. no." and that makes me sad. i'm like paul rudd in 40 year old virgin. but, like not creepily obsessed.

i'm also generally sad at the fact that people keep so many secrets (myself included) that would probably benefit from being told. and a lot of secrets are kept in feelings of guilt and self-doubt. y me hace muy triste.
i feel like quoting shakespeare. parting is such sweet sorrow. it is the east, and juliet is the sun. ok, so i'm quoting romeo et juliet.
because i'm hopelessly in love with love.
and it won't go away.
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the cut on the top of your mouth that would heal if you stopped tounging it [28 Apr 2006|11:44pm]
i don't know.

i'm just in a place where so much stuff is going on around me, and i feel powerless to try and change/stop/help it.
and the worst thing is, i'm the calm, quiet eye of the storm.
and i hate it.
i hate that everything is smooth sailing, and i know that's completely utterly retarded, like why wouldn't i like everything being good? but i think stress or something makes me feel better.
is that weird?
i'm such a fucking wierdo.

also, (i personally think it's spring) everyone is all "i love love" and i'm all "fuck this. it's obvious that once again, i lose at everything romantic. ever" and it's all, UGH and i hate it. and i wants people to not be all love but i can't do that because that's mean.
can we read into the fact i haven't had a real relationship, ever?
i think i can classify myself as a bitter spinster.
okay, maybe not.
but it's not fair that when i like someone, someone else decides they like them more than me and that's the end of that. or that they are waaay out of my league.
i think i might just become a nun.
wait, no. i hate nuns. they are the worst drivers ever.

fuck. fuck. fuckfuckfuck. i've just had a week of dissapointments.
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tic-tac-toe [25 Apr 2006|08:45pm]
[ mood | gassy ]

i'm thinking inebriatedplatypus

so, yeah.

i'm le tired.
so i will nap
then i will FIRE ZE MISSILES!
(end of the world...?)

today i almost broke someone in soccer.
it was cool.

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[22 Apr 2006|03:39pm]
i don't like this user name anymore.

help me think of a new one.
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c-o-l-a cola [21 Apr 2006|10:52pm]
yesterday/today i got blisters on the bottom of my feet from the sweltering heat of the soccer field
i want to name my daughter lola.
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baby's on FIRE [17 Apr 2006|10:28pm]
[ mood | [best face ever] ]

my nails have been hacked to bits
mainly because all of saturday i was spazzy/anxious/nervy-pervy/bored

so, today i got a box of double stuff [actually, stuf] oreo's
and i <3 oreo's
[for the record]
because they become---QUADRUPLE stuff, if you know how to work it.

i also did the unthinkable-i started my math hw [p.s. it's in book 2, not book 3, as yaoza told us]
the procrastinating days are over?


it's so nice. i wish i could have a bbq.
or a pool party.
zomg, so when summer hits it's a party because i have...
i don't know why, but it is there.

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3 things that have nothing to do with each other [13 Apr 2006|08:31pm]
i'm a fan of taking the scenic route. like, in life. i'm not one to rush through things unless i really have to. i like stopping, and looking at the trees and monuments and stopping at local restaurants to hear a funny story about the locals, and then get a complimentary piece of pie. but what i realized today is that i like the scenery too much. i get caught up in the pie that i forget that i'm going somewhere. and i told you i'd meet you at the destination, and you took the highway, so you got there first, and now what's the point if i get there, because you got there first? and, now there's probably no chance that i will get there. and if i do, there'll be nothing left to look at, since you already looked at everything.

there's a certain summer smell, and it's not the pool/beachy smell of chlorine/sunblock. it's kind of floral, but it also smells lonely and it smells like the outside. it's what my camp smells like, maybe. when my mom took out the car to go to h&r block[look who's procrastinating now] i stepped outside, and my legs started to shake because i somehow transported myself to camp without having the camp mindset. i felt homesick, and i felt like i was trapped in the outdoors. and after being able to pinpoint this feeling, the same feeling i get 3 days after traveling somewhere, it's the feeling of not being with 1. people who speak my language 2. my friends, and that's sick. i'm school-sick. and i've not been in school for a day. please hacksaw my head off.

your motherCollapse )
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wings aka blang blang blang blaang (p.s. emma this icon is for you) [09 Apr 2006|06:33pm]
so i just saw brokeback mountain.
cause i OWN it.
[like it's never been ownd before]

ha, but really.
yesterday/today was fun.
and it doesn't compare to last year [let's talk about drunken conversations with m.g. right here] it was still good because i think i'm starting to figure out who i am.
like, ew. i'm lame. what a lame revalation.
but yes. i came to the conclusion 1. i don't need to be drunk to have fun 2. my tolerance has shot up like a rocket 3. i really don't like vowels

i feel like showering because my hair is in this bizzare shape that defies gravity.

mmm, oh SPARKNOTES how thou dost plague me with thine random as shite questions.
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[06 Apr 2006|09:58pm]
do you remember
when i wasn't stressed?
because i don't.
i reallyreally don't.

just i hate the top.
and the view down. i'm not a fan of the disorder and entropy(enthalpy?) that you can't control. i'd make a horrible boss. or leader. i'd yell [because i don't yell now] but i'd throw tantrums worthy of an 8-year-old when things didn't go my way.
i'm anal retentive

just rambling on and on. i've completely gone insane. the first step is doing crazy things. the second step is not caring anymore.

um...i love it.
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DON'T PANIC [04 Apr 2006|08:48pm]
...because i was having a shitty day, i apologize to everyone i yelled at.

mainly mr unruh.
but that's just me being a whore. at life.
so, i'm sorry.
[but i must say, telling the story is pretty good]

also, i'm sorry that i haven't done anything. for anything. about anything.
just, :(
hoo hah.
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